Hell Yeah. A good pair of words for every occasion.

A long time has passed since I've posted anything in the journal (well, maybe it's because that I've ran a Polish blog and I don't want to move my lazy ass and write in English, eh). A LOT of things has happened.

First, the visit in Siberberg, It was absolutely beautiful, we went there to celebrate our packmates birthday. There are some photos, we've missed the bus (only about 400 km away from my city...) and had so much great fun. And the barrier of distance had weakened: we've realized that the way to Silberberg, open only on holidays, is worth only about 10 Euro and 12 hours of traveling. Not so very much. And we can drive closer every time.

Second, I've got a lot of work within Razgar and we're playing a gig in 3 weeks! 20.11.09 - remember this date, this day your numetal kids gonna be eaten alive! XD Well, it's a competition, and we're going to reduce a lame Korn-coping band to ash and remains.
Our drummer is bossy and a bit annoying, but I will do my best. Hell Yeah.

You may think that I've stopped a lot with submitting my art, and the truth is that I've got much less time for drawing than I was having before. School, band, school, Chemistry Olympics, again school, one million of other fu*king things and so it goes on. Thanks God that I've found enough time to be with my girlfriend and to run some RPGs, I want to play despite the school tries to blow your mind (exactly like JB in "Pick Of Destiny"! XD) I try to concentrate now on many arts, I make photos, compose, improve my painting skills in Warhammer. I will submit something in following weeks.
I'm a bit sad that there are 2 main thing I draw well: people and werewolves. I understand that everyone has his little space, draws lycanthropes only and is nearly as popular as Goldenwolf, but I don't like it. I wish I could draw much more styles and things. I've realized that my werewolf obsession is far, far more deep and advanced since I've met this thing and I think how will it end. I'm not a furry, a therian or other shit like this (in fact you are one of these only if you yell everywhere in the Web "I am one of these!"), I don't even know what it really is (in Poland it's inpopular, I live in the world's Pipidoova City...), maybe I've got something that can be called "fursona", dunno, but I'm far away from all this Internet-borne culture or making costumes. Furry costumes! Holy crap, what a bullshit!
But in fact, no matter how childish will it be, I wish I was a lycanthrope. I'm totally fascinated with such concept of a beast hiding within a man, and it suits my person, as my life has given me some lessons when I've totally lost control of myself. Most of this incidents I regret. The werewolf's metaphor really helps with going on, reminds that you have to keep your inner beast chained and not to let it go without permission.

All right, that's all. I feel sleepy.
Blue-Lupus